I am not able to love someone like you

 you want to see the part of me that's hidden
and when I present myself
you always seem to misunderstand
why I am not common
as you want me to be

I grow differently, right you are
and that scares you
 so I don't fit
in what you call "us"

I admire your kindness
but I don't seek tolerance
you could aswell abhor my reactions
or even my creations
I want to be with someone that finds complexity thrilling
not only to create
but to be willing to

someone who has questions

and I don't care if it demands pain
to finally be grasped
or just admired for my ugliness

I can't live with tolerence anymore
because that's the biggest sign of not seeing